wish list for july!!

BDG Pure Blue High Rise Cigarette Jean $58.00
UO


Sparkle & Fade Lace Back Sweeheart Bodysuit $34.00
UO


Sparkle & Fade Belted High-Waisted Shorts $48.00
UO


Pins and Needles Floral Bustier Bodysuit $38.00
UO


BDG Varsity Cardigan $48.00
UO


Character Hero Prep School Crest Shirt $48.00
UO


Lucca Couture Sailor Short $48.00
UO

total eclipse of the heart

beginning of the end

just wrapped up Guys & Dolls. On to the next show. It's bittersweet to be done with it. I will enjoy having more time...for what? Working, I guess. I need need need money.


I just now realized that this really is the beginning of then end of my high school chapter. I graduate in less than two months. Prom is in a month. The senior show is also in a month. I need to make lots of money, even though I just quit my job. However, I have an interview at the Country Club next to my house tomorrow.

Sigh. I'm ready for this summer.

outfit 3/30


outfit 4/1


outfit 4/2

all looks on my LOOKBOOK


Today I went to the park with Dimitri. We had a picnic. We kissed. We watched little boys play in the creek naked.








stolen from Lil

Never in my life have I been: overseas. I'd do anything in the world to go to Paris.

The one person who can drive me nuts is: my mother. she's lovely, but she really pushes my buttons.

High school: is hell.

When I'm nervous: my stomach churns and I sweat a lot. I also get really tongue tied.

The last song I listened to was: Lucille by Little Richard. It was the perfect day to blast that loudly in my car

If I were to get married right now my maid of honour would be: My best friend in the entire world, Caroline.

My hair is: red and sultry. I just got it done yesterday. It also is naturally wavy and luscious. I love my hair.

When I was 5: everything was simple and amazing. I miss that so much.

Last Christmas: I was happy as a clam in a perfect relationship.

I should be: happy.

The happiest recent event was: when my lovely friend Francois was in town two saturdays ago. We drank, we smoked, we listened to Grizzly Bear, we were merry as fuck.

By this time next year: I'll be living in Philly pursuing my dreams.

There's this girl I know that: that acts like a whore and is a complete bitch. Oh wait, that's 95% of the girls I know. I fucking hate girls.

I like you when: you kiss me.

The world could do without: Justin Bieber. or Vampires.

Most recent thing I've bought myself: was the beautiful floral bustier I'm wearing right now. (as seen above)

Most recent thing someone else bought me: my mama bought me the loveliest pair of shoes from AA.com (as seen above)

My middle name is: Ellen

The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are: pigs

Once, at a bar: I've never been to a bar!! I think I'll live too. It's just girls in short skirts and heels they can't walk in being stalked by guys who haven't gotten laid in a few weeks.

Last night I was: fucked up watching Discovery Channel.

There's this guy I know who: is perfect in every way.

Tomorrow I am: going to clean, and try not to be too lonely.

Tonight I am: going to look hot, and going to get messy with my best friends.

My birthday is: July 12.

hot new piece

Free People Once of a Kind Verona Necklace - $628


I need this necklace more than anything in the world.

mental health day #2

today is the second day i've stayed home ill. my mind is racing, my head hurts, and i'm tremendously sad right now. My situation with Dimitri is making me very sad and confused. I've learned that staying in bed all day doesn't really help me feel better. On the contrary, it actually makes me feel slightly worse.

What I dreamt last night:

Strangle
To dream that you or someone else is being strangled, denotes that you are repressing or denying a vital aspect of your expression.

i'm fixing a hole

what i've been wearing lately


3/3/10


3/4/10


3/10/10


My life has been so crazy lately. I have found songs I'm in love with, and I've experienced some beautiful moments this past weekend. I've had delightful conversations, eaten good food, and got so pleasantly drunk on Saturday night that I said, "I'm so happy right now I could die."

I'm looking terribly forward to the future. I will be attending an all arts university in Philadelphia, surrounded by enthralling people who aren't afraid to dress strangely.

Things that are currently bothering me:

• my "relationship"
• my inability to find my nude bra
• my weight